half-hearted

With everything else on my mind this month, I feel like we've been very half-hearted about the babymaking. Just so much less time thinking about it then normal... its so far from my mind that I can't believe I'm at ovulation time already, but at the same time it feels like months since I've even thought about the mechanics of babymaking. I'm not sure how our timing is because while I got some pains last night that seem like they might have been ovulation pains, I've really had no other signs or symptoms. I'm just not sure (after a random two day stint of CM at the beginning of this cycle, i've ended up with less then usual). We've also had less sex this month then the past few. Not purposely, but that's just how its been. I'm not feeling very optimistic about this month... but I guess we'll see. ::crosses fingers::