it's so gray out...

Wow, so it's a little depressing looking out the window right now. I mean, I love rain, but this is a little ridiculous... it's not even raining right now, but it is so cold and so wet and so blah. GRAY! Yuck. And it seems like I have nothing I have to do right now, nothing to physically write down or complete, just stupid reading... and I hate that because it makes me feel like I'm forgetting something. But at the same time, there are so many people coming at me with thing we need to get done. I have to meet with a Professor about this self-paced class I'm doing, and have a WAC exec meeting to decide on goals and when elections will be, and a WAC full meeting, and meet with my foreign "Little Sister", and i have to meet with a friend from Chi O to give her all the info so she can do my job that I did last year, and meet with Lisa from my summer internship so that we can discuss my hours and responcibilities for me working there during the school year, and I know there has to be a ASA meeting soon, and... well, you get the idea. It just goes on and on.

And on top of that there are money issues, like the fact that I really need my financial aid check now so that i can use it for my credit card and for bills. But who knows when the hell its going to get here, so that is just one more stress. At least one good thing happened, in that i got my advisor to sign the sheet I need to make my one class Pass/Fail. That's a nice little lessening of stress, now i can focus all that energy onto my major classes. Thank God!

So with all these termultuous emotions, I really feel like I should put something meaningful and inspirational in my journal right now... so that in the least, I should really respond to that entry that I posted over a week ago now. But you know what? I don't think I can.
I'm so wiped out and so half asleep, and just not in a state of energy right now. All I want to do is go home, curl up in my bed with a cup of tea and a bowl of soup (and a Travis), listen to Pink Floyd and read a book. Is that so much to ask? Apparently, when school starts up, it is! I will be really happy when tomorrow comes! My weekend starts at 2. Hell yes.